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Barry Appleton recounts a detective’s fight against major twentieth-century crimes, from London’s underworld to shaping gritty television realism.Barry Appleton investigated some of the most notable crimes of the twentieth century, from multi-million pound robberies to cold-blooded killings that shook the world.Walking the beat of the crime-ridden East End under the rule of the Krays, Barry went toe-to-toe with the underworld, earning multiple commendations for his courage. Following a series of high-profile murder cases, he was assigned to the Flying Squad and went undercover to investigate the assassination of Martin Luther King.Life in the ‘Sweeney’ was dangerous and the detective’s dedication to the job saw him injured in the line of duty, pushing him and his family to the limit. After 20 years’ exemplary service with the Met, Barry’s crimefighting adventures continued when he achieved overnight success as the lead scriptwriter of The Bill, adding gritty realism to 50 episodes of the groundbreaking drama.Now Barry has taken on one final case to unravel his own incredible life story. How did a boy from the Welsh valleys end up in a shootout on the streets of London? What made a hard-nosed cop swap his snub-nosed Smith & Wesson for a second-hand typewriter? And who was the angel always by his side?Featuring dramatic flashback sequences and never-before-told behind-the-scenes stories from Britain’s longest-running police procedural drama, Twentieth Century Cop is an extraordinary true crime memoir that vividly captures life as an old school copper, on the streets and on the screen.

During the autumn festival of Sukkot, groups hop between sukkahs, waving lulav and etrog.Every autumn, during the Jewish festival of Sukkot, temporary huts — sukkahs — are constructed for use during the week of festivities. Each hut houses a different activity, and groups of people travel together to visit each sukkah in turn.The Sukkah Hop takes us through this communal tradition of 'Sukkah Hopping' as we bounce from one hut to another, watching people wave the etrog and the lulav, create arts and crafts, taste delicious harvest foods, sing, dance and stargaze through the s’chach roofs.This endearing rhyming tale is perfect for engaging young readers and teaching them more about Jewish culture and tradition.

“This excellent book gives an in-depth view of the design, development and deployment of the LT vz. 35. It is chock full of photos, illustrating with line drawings and photos of everything from interiors to testing grounds to combat. The author provides extensive information about order of battle when deployed by Germany, and describes the vehicle’s combat actions throughout its history.” — AMPSOften overshadowed by larger, more iconic tanks of the Second World War, the LT vz. 35—later reclassified by the Germans as the Pz.Kpfw. 35(t)—was a surprisingly effective and influential machine. Designed by the Škoda company, this Czechoslovak light tank combined mobility, mechanical innovation, and dependable performance to become a key armoured asset during the early Blitzkrieg campaigns in Poland and France. Though it lacked heavy armour and firepower compared to later war machines, its adaptability and reliability in varied terrains earned it respect on the battlefield.This monograph offers a comprehensive look at the LT vz. 35’s development, combat deployment, and technical evolution. From its origins as a symbol of interwar Czechoslovak military ingenuity to its widespread use by German, Slovak, Bulgarian, and Romanian forces, it sheds new light on a vehicle that quietly helped shape early tank warfare. Combining technical detail, operational history, and rarely seen images, Panzer 35(t) is an essential read for anyone interested in armoured warfare, overlooked machines of the Second World War, or the legacy of Central European military engineering.

Chronicles the U.S. Marine Corps 3/23 Battalion’s unexpected role as provincial governors in post-invasion Iraq.The book is an account of the U.S. Marine Corps 3rd Battalion, 23rd Marine Regiment («3/23»), who were tasked with governing Wasit Province immediately after the Coalition invasion as part of the 1st Marine Division. Then Lt. Col. David Couvillon, was appointed provincial military governor—a position for which he had zero training and preparation.His instructions were simple: “If anything happens, it's your responsibility.” As simple as that order was, it was also very complicated. It’s difficult to grasp the challenge the 3/23 faced after the Coalition’s invasion of Iraq, overseeing a population of over a million people scattered across 6600 sq. miles: the breakdown of normal society, interruption and outright devastation of infrastructure, political and religious schisms, and the collapse of a functioning economy. The province was in shambles. 3/23 had to provide basic security for both military personnel and the populace, while also thwarting insurgency. Couvillon and his men had very little direction—sometimes without sufficient resources.Marines are not trained for long-term occupation. They are trained in first-strike operations. Establishing city councils, creating women's political parties, holding local elections, creating a functioning police force, instituting a civilian judicial system, instituting a free press and independent TV and radio stations, reopening primary schools, engaging in diplomacy with imams and sheiks, bolstering the regional economy, brokering peace agreements between rival tribes, overseeing trade agreements between towns: none of this is within the purview of the Marines.3/23 strolled the streets of Al Kut and Numaniyah, talking with people, playing with children, and trying to solve the myriad problems of everyday life. Despite being the public face of the American occupation, Lt. Col. Couvillon traveled throughout the province apparently unarmed: no helmet, no armor, no visible weapon. The Marines (and, later, soldiers and sailors) came under attack more than once.Nor was 3/23 completely without fault. There were substantiated instances of excessive force and even the death of innocent civilians. A military occupation is, at best, a necessary evil.But 3/23 came to Wasit, Iraq, not as conquerors, but as allies: friends who wanted to help overthrow, not just a dictator, but Wasit so that its people could experience individual freedom and self-government.From US Marine to Provincial Military Governor in Iraq is the story of how the battalion faced immense and perilous challenges without much in the way of direction from above—Couvillon’s only real guidance came from the Small Wars Manual, a sixty-year-old Marine Corps handbook on low intensity conflicts. It’s about citizen-soldiers-sometimes derided as “weekend warriors ”-who turned their civilian life skills into an assets for their mission. It’s the personal story of Lt. Col. David Couvillon, who in an instant was transformed into a military governor responsible for the welfare not only of his 900 leathernecks, but the approximately 1.5 million inhabitants of an Iraqi province. The narrative doesn’t shrink from criticism of higher-ups who made consequential misjudgments that made the 3/23’s job harder and ultimately undermined its achievements. Understanding the successes of the 3/23 can help prevent future mistakes.

A vanished daughter’s twenty-year mystery erupts when an ex-detective reopens clues tied to corruption, crime, and betrayal.Twenty years ago, Victoria Fanshaw vanished without a trace. No body. No answers. No justice. Her disappearance shattered her family and left a wealthy Yorkshire community cloaked in suspicion. The police investigation stalled, the case grew cold, and her father, Sir David, has lived with grief and unanswered questions ever since.Now, in desperation, he turns to ex-Detective Inspector Rachel Barnes and her elite enquiry team. Unrestricted by bureaucracy and willing to tread where official investigators failed, Rachel begins to prise open a case riddled with secrets. But the village of Evesham is no quiet haven, it is a place fractured by lies, betrayal, and guilt.Ten suspects. All with ties to Victoria. All with something to lose. And one of them hiding the darkest truth of all.As Rachel’s team deploys they unearth dangerous connections to corruption and organised crime. The past begins to bleed into the present. Threats mount, loyalties fracture, and the search for the truth becomes a battle for survival.When the villagers gather for a glittering black-tie event at Evesham Hall, masks will fall, old ghosts will surface, and a murderer will finally be exposed. But even then, justice comes at a devastating price.Rich in atmosphere and laced with tension, A Death Undeserved is a gripping crime thriller that proves the past never truly stays buried.

Experience a complete release history and every recorded song, alongside solo hits and collaborations.Formed in 1985 and led by Neil Finn, formerly of the New Zealand art-rockers Split Enz, Crowded House has achieved iconic status with some of the most recognisable hits of all time. This book will guide you through the band’s every release, from their 1986 eponymous debut album to their latest record, Gravity Stairs, released in 2024. Along the way we will examine the band’s rise to success in their first incarnation, their split in 1996, their reforming in 2007, and the two further line-ups that have carried them through to today. The band’s latest incarnation includes another generation of Finns, Neil’s sons Liam and Elroy, with Nick Seymour being the only other constant over the years.Featuring every song ever recorded by the band, as well the many solo hits and collaborations recorded by Neil Finn as a solo artist, Crowded House: Song by Song is your essential guide to one of the southern hemisphere’s most successful groups of all time.

Paul Weller’s enduring career is charted through studio output, research, interviews, and track-level stories.Few musical artists have had careers as successful, varied, and enduring as Paul Weller. From The Jam to The Style Council to his storied solo career, the man once called “a spokesman for a generation” and later “The Modfather” has done things on his own terms, and by doing so won the respect of critics and the adulation of fans. Revered in his United Kingdom home yet not as well known in America, knowledgeable music fans worldwide understand his impact and influence.With nearly thirty studio albums, collections, and side projects to delve into, this book is a one-stop resource for all things Weller. However, it isn’t simply a compilation of song facts fans can find on the internet. Instead, it combines research with artist interviews done especially for this book, as well as author stories and takes on the tracks. In addition to being Weller reference material, it is a fan and former music writer’s reflection on the impact Weller’s music has made on his own life.

A detailed account of Sonderkommando Elbe, Germany’s late-war Luftwaffe unit using suicidal tactics against Allied bombers.By September 1944 the Third Reich was under constant attack by Allied bombers and suffering an onslaught by the Red Army to the east. The Nazi high command struggled for ideas to reduce the effect of the ceaseless bombing and thereby create some breathing space to build and strengthen their new weapon: jet-propelled aircraft. They believed that this new invention could turn the tide of the war.At the end of 1944 a proposal was offered by Oberst Hans-Joachim “Hajo” Herrmann. His plan called for 1,500 fighter aircraft to conduct a massive attack against an Allied bomber formation on April 7, 1945, inflicting such casualties that the Allies would think twice about continuing their bombing campaign. Attacking bombers was not a new idea, but the method of attack was new. The German pilots were to fly their planes into the bombers, causing enough damage to bring down the aircraft. Unlike the Japanese Kamikaze pilots who carried explosives on board and died in the attack, the German pilots were instructed to bail out and parachute to safety to fly another day. Sonderkommando Elbe: The Luftwaffe’s Kamikaze Force is the full story of the unit and its pilots.

Vivid stories of 1980s sea and river voyages recall vanished ships and living routes across oceans.On All the Seven Seas: Travel Aboard Passenger Ships is a collection of stories of various sea and river voyages made by the author in the 1980s. Some ships featured are now gone, leaving precious memories that have become the substance of pure maritime nostalgia. Others are still plying the globe, taking on new passengers, generating new memories with every stretch of water crossed. The stories include experiences on vessels as illustrious as QE2 and as obscure as Poland's little Stefan Batory. Going far beyond the ordinary, the author recounts taking a twelve-passenger containership to the Far East, joining a mail steamer along the fabled Norwegian coast in the depths of winter, and getting swept up in a carnival cruise in the sunny Caribbean. On All the Seven Seas is a love letter to the world’s rivers, seas and oceans and the passenger-carrying vessels that ply them.

“… recommended for those readers desiring a readable history of the Graf Zeppelin integrated with a concise history of the Kriegsmarine up to and during WWII.” — National Maritime Historical SocietyThe Second World War saw the eclipse of the battleship as the capital vessel in any navy by a new feat of maritime engineering: the aircraft carrier. It was to change naval warfare forever. But when one thinks of the Kriegsmarine during this period, the German effort to construct an aircraft carrier is often overlooked.Designed in the late 1930s, Graf Zeppelin was the largest ship built by Nazi Germany. The lead ship of her class, she represented the Kriegsmarine’s efforts to create a balanced, ocean-going fleet capable of projecting German naval power across the oceans. Though 85 per cent complete by the outbreak of war in September 1939, Graf Zeppelin became a white elephant, a ship filled with promise but ultimately disappointing. Hitler’s war arrived too early for the Kriegsmarine and construction of Germany’s only aircraft carrier was never completed.Graf Zeppelin: The Story of Hitler’s Aircraft Carrier tells the full story of the monumental effort and ultimate failure by the Kriegsmarine to crown the German fleet with that most coveted of naval assets, an aircraft carrier.

“The book relates, in chronological order, all the pertinent stepping stones: family history, education, the spark of interest in aviation.” — SpeedReaders.infoSquadron Leader Archibald Stuart-MacLaren OBE MC DFC AFC fell in love with flying when the very possibility of it seemed miraculous. It was a new frontier, exhilarating beyond comparison, and fraught with danger: everything a young man of Stuart-MacLaren’s disposition could wish for.He joined the Royal Flying Corps in 1914, serving with distinction as a bomber pilot in the Middle East, and was among the first to be commissioned into the Royal Air Force in 1918. With long-distance multi-stage flights to Egypt and India already under his belt, the decision in 1924 to attempt the first flight around the world was in some ways a natural progression.This biography, written by his granddaughter, is the subject of many years’ research: a reach across time to discover the man she never met but grew up hearing so much about. It is a story of indomitable courage and adventure set in a post-war era, when almost any degree of risk was considered acceptable in the pursuit of greatness. Like the mountaineer George Mallory who died climbing Everest that same year, Stuart-MacLaren was a man driven by a need to accomplish something never done before, something unique, and thereby give his healing nation a triumph worth celebrating.

A song-by-song exploration of Eurythmics’ innovative catalogue.When Annie Lennox and Dave Stewart attempted to rise from the ashes of their brief post-punk glory as members of The Tourists, the odds seemed drastically stacked against them. However, initial setbacks were not enough to stop their transformation into the powerhouse that became Eurythmics, one of the most successful pop duos of all time.In a career spanning several decades, always at the vanguard of evolving musical trends, they recorded over 100 original tracks including many experimental rarities and B-sides, constantly changing and progressing their sound. From cold electronics to soulful RnB and rock, the music of this dynamic pair lives on in the psyche of popular culture and sounds as fresh today as it did thirty years ago.A catalogue as diverse, innovative and impactful as that of Eurythmics absolutely deserves to be unpacked, celebrated and savoured—song by song. Enjoy.

“This covers three operations: Mesopotamia, Tanga (German East Africa), and Gallipoli. Each receives extensive analysis of what went right, but mostly what went wrong.” — Historical Miniatures Gaming SocietyThe failure experienced at Gallipoli has become a byword for the misapplication of amphibious operations. In truth, the British experience of joint amphibious operations during the World War was always more than Gallipoli. If success elsewhere seemed elusive, too, then the underlying ability of Britain to execute such operations remains largely undiscussed. The monograph takes the discussion of amphibious operations beyond caricature by examining the genesis and execution of three operations: Tanga, German East Africa; Mesopotamia; and the Dardanelles-Gallipoli campaign and measures the results against the experience and development of amphibious warfare in the immediate prewar period. In short, the work answers the question of the state of British amphibious warfare on the eve of the First World War and the reasons for the failures—and, yes, the successes experienced.British East Africa and Zanzibar stood exposed in 1914, and while doing nothing possessed a certain logic, denying German cruisers the means of resupply mixed with the unsettled temperament of Kenya argued for removing the German threat presented. A tertiary object sought by tertiary British and Indian forces came, saw and was vanquished in short order. As a result, the War Office assumed responsibility for British operations in East Africa from Simla. Though the experience might have served as an object lesson for the campaign about to unfold in Mesopotamia, it did not. There, British arms met with initial success, but soon inadequate means married to unlimited aims told otherwise, culminating in the siege and surrender of the Indian Sixth Division at Kut-al-Amara. In time, the amphibious first entry executed nearly flawlessly became a joint operation anchored on indifferent rivers with memories of the Boxer rebellion and the relief of General Gordon not far removed. Mesopotamia is a reminder that if the enemy gets a vote in war, even more does nature.Beginning as a naval demonstration, the Dardanelles operation morphed into an amphibious landing that never truly became joint when General Sir Hamilton’s forces landed on the Gallipoli peninsula. Eight months later, evacuation of the Allied force beckoned. Operationally, the Allies were stymied, yet strategically the campaign offered a rare instance in the World War where the side operating on the offensive inflicted greater losses on the defender. Patience is rarely offered as a principle of war, but maintenance of the aim implies a degree of patience. Collectively, the case studies presented in British Amphibious Operations of the First World War offer a corrective to our understanding of British joint amphibious operations and the lessons digested—and not.

Chronicles Lt. AM Sinclair's daring escape attempts from Colditz and his tragic death in 1944.The Red Fox of Colditz recounts the tale of Lt AM Sinclair KRRC, from his capture post-Calais' fall in May 1940 to his demise in September 1943 while attempting an escape from Colditz Castle, the notorious prison camp for tenacious escape artists. He was WWII's most prolific British escapee, enjoying more freedom in occupied Europe than any other, yet never completing a successful 'home run' to his dismay. His most famous escape attempt involved impersonating a red-haired German guard commander, complete with a notable moustache, resembling Emperor Franz Joseph—a feat inaccurately credited to the Senior British Officer in the film 'The Colditz Story'. After extensive preparation, Sinclair, in disguise alongside two prisoners in German uniforms, rappelled from a window, replacing the sentries. However, their plan was foiled when a soldier at the moat gate sounded the alarm. Amidst the chaos, Sinclair was shot but recovered. Despite six escape attempts from Colditz, reaching the borders of Switzerland and Holland, he never achieved his objective of returning to England for active service. Tragically, in September 1944, he discovered the deaths of his younger brother at Anzio and his friend and escape partner, Ronnie Littledale, in Normandy.In a final, desperate attempt to rejoin his Regiment and contribute to Germany's defeat, Sinclair chose to mimic Maurice LeBrun's successful park escape. On September 25, 1944, cloaked in an overcoat to hide his civilian attire and declining his close friend Gris Davies-Scourfield's offer of companionship, Sinclair merged with the prisoners heading to the park. Once settled, he discarded his overcoat, dashed to the perimeter wire fence, and started climbing. Disregarding the German sentries' 'Halt' commands, he clambered over the fence and fled amid gunfire, one bullet striking his elbow and ricocheting into his heart, killing him instantly. Days later, he received a burial with full military honors in the local cemetery, attended by officers from Colditz on parole and several German guards.As Sinclair's possessions were gathered for his family, a hidden note was discovered: «I take full responsibility. Safe home to you, all you good chaps.» For his numerous valiant escape attempts and determination to return to active service, Sinclair was posthumously awarded the Distinguished Service Order (DSO).

“…excellent primary source material…” — Historical Miniatures Gaming SocietyQuartermaster Fred Tuttle’s letters and journal, which have never been published before, provide a personal, unvarnished insight into the Philippine Insurrection of 1899 to 1902, and the US Navy’s brutal methods of suppressing it.Using USS Vicksburg as his mobile headquarters, General Jacob Smith directed a scorched-earth campaign, burning villages and executing prisoners. Tuttle, who was serving aboard the Vicksburg, witnessed first-hand the capture of Emilio Aguinaldo, leader of the insurrection, and the crushing of the rebellion in the southern islands.Back in the USA, the Philippine Insurrection was at the center of a debate between imperialists and anti-imperialists, with both President William McKinley and Senator Albert Beverage lending their considerable weight to the former group. Beverage believed that the US should annex the Philippines since, in his view, the inhabitants were uneducated and not capable of governing themselves. Conversely, Mark Twain asserted that for the US to govern another nation without consent would constitute a violation of the principles of the Declaration of Independence and lead to the corruption of the US's democratic institutions. Away from the debating halls and opinion columns, Fred Tuttle’s fascinating eyewitness account reveals, in shocking detail, what an imperialist policy meant on the ground.

Trailblazing medieval women who defied silence and shaped history as rulers, consorts, warriors, authors, and visionaries.«The greatest glory for a woman is not to be spoken of at all, either for good or ill," declared Pericles. For centuries, this sentiment echoed through the corridors of history, shaping a narrative that often confined women to silence, invisibility and the margins of power. But history is far richer and more complex than we’ve been led to believe.This book reveals the lives of remarkable, trailblazing medieval women who refused to be written out of history. In a world dominated by men, they defied convention, challenged gender expectations, and carved out legacies as rulers, consorts, warriors, authors, and visionaries. From Anglo-Saxon female rulership to the political intrigue of the Wars of the Roses, these women stepped beyond the roles assigned to them and transformed the world around them, as well as the course of history.Through meticulous research, this book brings their voices to the fore, revealing the impact they had not only in their own time but on the generations that followed. These are not just tales of exception, but of courage, intellect, and influence—testaments to the fact that women have always shaped history.Their names deserve to be remembered. Their stories deserve to be told.

Through British lives, the American Revolution emerges as a global struggle over liberty’s meaning, before 1776.We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal…In the summer of 1776, colonial delegates gathered in Philadelphia to debate words that would found a new nation: the United States of America. Yet the ideas, arguments, and anxieties behind that pivotal moment were forged not only across the Atlantic, but in Britain.This book tells the story of American independence from the British side, following five sharply contrasting lives in the run up to 1776, all championing liberty, though rarely agreeing on what that meant in practice. Through the eyes of a king, a statesman, a general, a radical, and a diplomat, it explores a revolution that was as much about competing visions of freedom as it was about a rebellion against perceived tyranny.Blending narrative history with a curated guidebook, each chapter concludes with a place-based tour that enables you to walk in the footsteps of these individuals. Walk London with King George III and Benjamin Franklin, trace Lord North’s formative years in Oxfordshire, and explore Sussex with General Thomas Gage and the incendiary Thomas Paine. You’ll climb towers, wander wooded hills, and tread creaking floors worn smooth by centuries of footsteps; standing where decisions were made that reshaped empires and identities.This book offers a fresh perspective on a well-known story. It reveals the American Revolution not as a simple tale of tyranny and resistance, but as a shared, ongoing global struggle over the meaning of liberty itself.

Aviation graveyards reveal hidden, astonishing remnants of machines amid deserts, seas, and secrecy.The study of aviation graveyards is a much maligned area of death research. The final resting place of sizeable non-organic beasts is routinely overlooked, yet it is still, in every respect, a graveyard and deserves to be recognised as such. From an extensive desert necropoli to a war-torn underwater mausoleum, very little of the world remains untouched by the boneyard phenomenon, and less has been written about these remarkable cemeteries. With a significant percentage still languishing in ‘Top Secret’ facilities, hidden behind barbed wire-fences and gated perimeters, it is hardly surprising. Nonetheless, advancements in technology has enabled those with an adventurous spirit, armchair or otherwise, to peel back these layers of secrecy and take a sneaky peak at the skeletal remains of once aeronautic marvels, the findings of which are truly astonishing.Boneyards of Steel — Exploring the World’s Aircraft Graveyards aims to take the reader on a flight of discovery, a mechanical odyssey of detection, unearthing the remains of aircraft in some of the planets most inhospitable regions, breathing new life into a wide-ranging collection of machine-driven detritus, metaphorically speaking, and, more significantly, to bring awareness to an often forgotten yet invaluable heritage.

Donald Simpson Bell VC emerges as England’s first footballer awarded posthumous heroism through wartime valor and enduring legacy.This is the full and compelling story of Donald Simpson Bell VC — the only English professional footballer to be awarded the Victoria Cross during the First World War. Told for the first time through extensive new research and unprecedented access to the Bell family’s private archive of letters, diaries, and photographs, it reveals a vivid and deeply intimate portrait of the man known affectionately as ‘Don.’Drawing on a wealth of previously unpublished material, the author explores the relationships and influences that shaped Bell’s life. From his formative years in the picturesque spa town of Harrogate, where family and faith provided constant direction, through his time at Westminster Training College in London, his return to Yorkshire as a schoolteacher and modest fame on the football field, and finally his transition to army life and active service in France.Bell’s footballing career — later balanced with his classroom duties — is examined in detail, from early amateur promise at Newcastle United and Bishop Auckland, to his first professional contract and subsequent Football League debut with Bradford Park Avenue. The book charts Bell’s rise through the game, revealing the rare blend of discipline, determination and integrity that forged his character long before he set foot on the battlefield.Using painstaking military research and eyewitness testimony, the author reconstructs the dramatic events of July 1916 in vivid detail — from the audacious assault at Horseshoe Trench that saw Bell receive a posthumous Victoria Cross, to a remarkably similar act of gallantry at Contalmaison five days later that claimed his life. Both actions are analysed in depth, with comprehensive archival research offering fresh insight into the circumstances surrounding his final days.The book also considers the profound impact of Bell’s death on those who knew him best, and the lasting ways in which the footballing world has commemorated his sacrifice — both at the time and more than a century later.Meticulously researched and deeply moving, this is the first gripping and complete portrait of Donald Simpson Bell VC — one of English football’s true heroes.

Scott White confronts brutal combat zones and the PTSD that follows, revealing the survivor’s defiant resolve.Scott White’s journey began in Edinburgh, Scotland, where at the age of 25 he stepped into the unforgiving world of private security. He trained alongside former special forces instructors, learning the intricacies of Close Protection from weapons handling, specialist driving, tactics, and how to keep calm in chaos. For six years, working in Europe and the UK, he lived in the shadows of high-threat assignments, protecting VIPs in a game where hesitation could be fatal.But the biggest leap came at 31, when Scott became a Private Military Contractor and deployed to Iraq and Afghanistan — two of the most dangerous places on earth at the height of their wars. For seven long years, he moved through blown-out cities and scorched desert roads, escorting high-value targets under fire, running convoys through kill zones, and staring down death more times than he can remember. The days bled into nights filled with bombings, ambushes, gunfights and the constant hum of dread. And yet, in that madness, something beautiful grew — the brotherhood. The deep, unspoken bond between men who would die for each other without hesitation.While some of those men became brothers for life, others didn’t make it home, and far too many made it back in body, but never in mind. Some took their own lives. Others drifted into the slow suicide of addiction, and Scott was no different. Flashbacks. Guilt. The crushing silence no one back home could break. He lost his marriage, his family, his home. And in the darkness of it all, he lost himself. But somewhere, something began to shift. Slowly, painfully, he began to piece himself back together.This is a personal story of the journey of survival, of both brutal combat zones and the PTSD that followed. It is about what the war takes from you, and the silent, defiant choice to keep going.