Robert M.Drake

Robert Macias, who goes by the name R.M. Drake, is a self-published writer. He has 1 million followers on Instagram, 16K on Twitter and 19,985 likes on his Facebook page. And right now his book Beautiful Chaos is the 7th best-selling book in Amazon's poetry category, placing himself in the company of Edgar Allan Poe and Sylvia Plath. But what sets R.M. Drake apart from many of his best-selling companions is that he came into popularity not through the publicity of a big publishing deal or a piece in The New Yorker, but through comments and likes on Instagram. A writer since grade school, Drake was working as an art director for a television company in Miami when he started posting excerpts of his writings to social media.

Books

Quotes

Theodore Maurice August "Vanderboom" Scarlethas quoted2 years ago
2/20.

It hurts right now, you’re tired of going through the same old shit. Your heart is weary, but you’re still powerful. Strong enough to walk away, strong enough to make it without the person you thought you needed.
Theodore Maurice August "Vanderboom" Scarlethas quoted2 years ago
Your heart is aching, but you pose and smile in Instagram photos, pretending to have the time of your life. Deep down you’re hurting, trying things and nothing’s working, but you’ve grown accustomed to acting like everything is perfect. You’re worth it, maybe you just forgot. Maybe you’re in like or in love with someone who treats you like you’re not. Maybe your heart has fallen into hands too weak to hold it. Maybe you are too proud, too bold, too embarrassed to show it. Your soul aches beneath the weight of all this emotional pain. Your soul continues to crack as you continue to act as if everything is okay, but nothing is okay and most of what is wrong is now buried beneath the lies you tell yourself and others.

I just wish you could see yourself in the light, but you’re used to this, being left in the dark. Standing in the middle of chaos, trying your hardest to keep it together. Clinging to that relationship that should end, still hoping for a forever. You deserve so much more, and deep down you know this. Open your eyes, stand up, please focus. Understand each and every word. You are the reason I wrote this.

exit here.

All I wanted was for you to try. I was always asking for too much whenever I was asking you. Being made to feel needy by someone who didn’t need me. Believe me, I’ve gone back and forth with myself over all of this. Plotting ways to walk away in hopes of saving my own heart. Ripped apart by my own inability to see a life without you. Blind while with you, damp tissues next to the bed, I play back all the fucked-up things you said. Hurting my head while overthinking, sinking into a pit of all the shit I should forget. My greatest regret is that I didn’t leave sooner, couldn’t leave sooner. I let you trample upon my dreams, tearing me at the seams. Your love was never what it seemed or what you made it out to be. I believed lies wrapped in paper labeled “truth.” My life filled with drama the moment I gave my heart to you. Emotional abuse and plenty of excuses, hanging on your every word like several criminals in nooses. And now my soul is screaming, can you hear it? Will you listen? I can’t take this shit anymore, I found the door, fuck it, I’m finished.

the gift index.
mishiareeze721has quoted10 months ago
You’ve got to work on yourself

day by day.

You’ve got to remember

that your entire life

is a work in progress.

That you’re going to have

bad days but also good ones

to balance everything out.

You’ve got to know

that sometimes you’re going to get

your heart broken.

While other times,

you’re the one

who’s going to be breaking

someone else’s.

You’ve got to accept

that nothing ever goes as planned

and that nothing is perfect.

You’ve got to realize

that what you feel

is never wrong

and you must always trust

your intuition

but also accept

the consequence of things.

You’ve got to know

that it’s never too late

to be where you want to be.

To become

who you want

to become.

To feel

what you want

to feel

and to love

the way you want

to be loved:

both freely

and without discrimination.

You’ve got to believe in this,

live by this,

and listen to your voice

when you have to.

In all shapes and forms.

You’ve got to empower

every human you love

and empower yourself

to be good

to those you don’t love.

To be good, you know?

And let everything that brings

the light closer to you,

and everything

that brings you peace .

in.

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