Nina Jones

I have destroyed Mia.

I killed her father. I tormented her. I put her in Jude’s path. Without her consent, I gave her a child she will have to mourn for the rest of her days.

We will always be a reminder of the other’s pain. Looking at Mia will always remind me of the fact that I killed my sister. But Mia never had a say in that. All of the pain I caused Mia was willful.

I have destroyed Mia.

I killed her father. I tormented her. I put her in Jude’s path. Without her consent, I gave her a child she will have to mourn for the rest of her days.

We will always be a reminder of the other’s pain. Looking at Mia will always remind me of the fact that I killed my sister. But Mia never had a say in that. All of the pain I caused Mia was willful.

I knew I would hurt her, and I kept going back to her, because I am self-serving. Just once, I want to do right by Mia.

She will never have the life she deserves with me. She’ll always have to mask the agony I put her through. People don’t forget pain.

I of all people should know that