His hands curled around her arms as he considered her. He’d slept for twelve years with the memory of her face, observing the reels of memories of who she’d been, and to look at her now, it was strange how much he realized he’d been mistaken. He’d misremembered her; not the color of her eyes or the shape of her mouth, but the heat of being close to her. The details of her had been accurate, but his memories of her were softer, filled with longing. Now that he held her, though, he remembered the truth: that Marya Antonova was as mighty as a strike of lightning, and as difficult to hold. She was as captivating as fear, as undeniable as hunger, and he had loved her then—and loved her now—for all the tremor and the fury that she was.