According to the CDC, approximately 1 in 100 pregnancies that survive twenty weeks or longer is affected by stillbirth. Grief can send you into a downward spiral if not held in check.

Even Now I Know is a vivid picture of a family of faith navigating through a myriad of emotions, challenges, heartache, and frustration. In it, Dr. Michael Bullock shares his creative perspective on the conversations surrounding the biblical story of Mary, Martha, Lazarus, and Jesus.

Through Martha’s words to Jesus, we gain perspective about a Lord who can heal us, help us, and honor our progression of climbing out of a dark place and into His gracious arms. When we cannot find answers, only then will we realize Christ is THE Answer. Martha helps us find our way and find hope surrounded by laughter once again.

Discover how to:

- Heal through past pain so you can create a bigger future

- Find joy and laughter so you can experience all the goodness God has to offer

- Move from grief to gratitude so you can create positive change in the world

Suffering loss does not mean you have to be lost. Although painful, grief and loss can also propel us to find a deeper purpose in life. Let’s transition into gratitude together.

Michael Bullock

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