The thing that seems to be saving me is the poetry
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
Is this letter strange? or more sensible or extra flat?
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
Still, I was pretty much my own self’s self, booming with enthusiasm about this and that
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
He didn’t SEEM shy or difficult but charming and very warm and friendly. I tried NOT to act suave (as you said) but this was difficult because part of my well-worn mask is being suave … I tried to tone down the mask and, as you said, “be myself.”
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
And Happy New Year, my darling, and all good things for you and yours,
fondly,
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
Ugh, I think I am missing you, & right now! I don’t know why—you are such a contrary creature. But I do. We do. Should I invite you again? I mean, you do know that you are always welcome here. Don’t you?
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
I am a machine of ideas. I adore (in a funny way) to think.
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
I don’t know why but I am very defensive around Lowell (I think I am afraid of him) … so I act like a bitch with these sarcastic remarks
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
(I’m the crazy one who thinks that words reach people).
Julija Sebastijanovićhas quoted4 years ago
You are my radar, my double check and now it’s full wind ahead.